MAD me or you ????

I cant find the meaning behind this running.. this speed, this madness, this craziness.. I cant understand the pace of this running..

Well every single day of run, meeting new people, having loud nasty pointless discussions on many more arising Projects.. where are you?
Lost!!!!

No touch with your own body, no touch with your own mind and not knowing what you want.. now you tell me it is important to live.. why?
it perception..

Now why perceptions??? I don't know..

why do you don't know???.. now you call me mad!! :)

Well what is that is the thing behind which you are running???

Many "WHY's"

Why do I love your presence?
You don’t exist in my universe...
You don’t think of me... Neither do i know if you do..
But then why? Unanswered “why?” questions..

Does this happen to you with every other female you meet in your life?
Of course not... I know the answer cause I relate you to me here...
But then why me? Yet another “Why?”

Still I do not understand why I did want to be withheld in your arms…
From the day I met your eyes I dressed up for you, I know
Those arms were once what I wanted..
But now when they have held me close, and those mesmeric eyes dug deep within me...
Why does my mind cry? Is it a yearn for lives or for just a moments secret passion?

I know the stupid me who is just a child in your arms..
But do you really enjoy the uncanny me?
Or was there a disappointment in the “I am Dead!!”
I don’t really know the answer for all the questions you left me with…
And yet another “why?”